The
notion that life, whether individual or collective, might ultimately be
pointless, nonsensical and pathetic is familiar to the more philosophical purveyors
and consumers of horror entertainment.
In a Lovecraftian context, this perspective goes by the name of cosmicism, expressed here in the opening
lines of Lovecraft’s “The Call of Cthulhu” (1928):
We
live on a placid island of ignorance in the midst of black seas of infinity,
and it was not meant that we should voyage far.
The sciences, each straining in its own direction, have hitherto harmed
us little; but some day the piecing together of dissociated knowledge will open
up such terrifying vistas of reality, and of our frightful position therein,
that we shall either go mad from the revelation or flee from the deadly light
into the peace and safety of a new dark age.
Closer
to our own time and sensibility, this bleak point of view can be identified as
a subset of nihilism, an intensely
skeptical questioning of the purpose, meaningfulness and value of human life
and human beliefs, even of reality itself.
A
contemporary champion of this gloomy world view is Thomas Ligotti, who brings
Lovecraft’s broad cosmic sweep, encompassing centuries and lightyears, to the
local and personal, that is, psychological level. For Ligotti, the horror is not approaching us
from distant “black seas of infinity” but is already at arms’ reach, in what
might be considered “dark ponds of ridiculousness”. Both authors emphasize human powerlessness
and inescapable doom in the midst of a hostile and incomprehensible
universe. Ligotti however adds the
elements of the surreal and nonsensical, typically by way of dream-like imagery
and story structure.
Thomas
Ligotti’s “The Clown Puppet” (2006) one of the offerings in his masterful
collection, Teatro Grottesco. The story is rich in metaphor and levels of
meaning, and ranges from metaphysical considerations to creepy, grotesque
imagery. A dimly lit setting, perseverative
thoughts and a circular story arc create the impression of being in a nightmare
that cannot be escaped, much less awakened from.
The
narrator works a succession of night jobs in various locations—“medicine shop
situations” as he terms them—night watchman, cemetery groundskeeper, library
clerk, night deliveryman, and lately a 24-hour pharmacy. In these dark, lonely places he experiences
visitations by a strange apparition, a “clown puppet” that has angelic, if not
god-like powers. Superficially, the
notion of an isolated and anxious worker on the midnight shift who repeatedly
interacts with such an entity would seem preposterous. But in the context of this finely wrought and
word-smithed nightmare, it makes perfect visceral sense.
Or nonsense, a word the author uses repeatedly
throughout the text. The story begins
with a philosophical premise: “It has always seemed to me that my existence
consisted purely and exclusively of nothing but the most outrageous nonsense.” Ligotti then goes on to use the events of
this story to illuminate—since there is not much light—this dreary perception.
Curiously,
the narrator describes his mind as the “Scribbles of a mentally deranged
epileptic”. As the story progresses,
there is an implied comparison between the narrator’s existence and the
movements of the clown puppet—neither of which is subject to internal
control. The puppet’s appearance is
announced by an aura-like glow, a symptom that many people with epilepsy report
as a prelude to a seizure. The subtext
seems to be the loss or lack of control over one’s actions and fate, or at
least the realization of this fact. Is
the narrator merely another puppet? If
so, what is the point of this play?
The
narrator’s self-deprecating remarks serve to create distance between his story
and the horror he is trying to describe in dream imagery, as if to say, “Don’t
take me seriously, but…” Like the images
in a dream, those in Ligotti’s fiction serve as a kind of psychological hypertext,
linking the reader to ever deeper and more elaborate levels of meaning, to other
“pages”, as lines in a poem can do. The
author is after a much bigger idea than the absurdity of visitations by a
nocturnal clown puppet.
Elsewhere
Ligotti has written:
"We
are somebodies who move freely about and think what we choose. Puppets are not
like that. They have nothing in their heads. They are unreal. When they are in
motion, we know they are moved by an outside force. When they speak, their
voices come from elsewhere. Their orders come from somewhere behind and beyond
them. And were they ever to become aware of that fact, they would collapse at
the horror of it all, as would we."
There
are interesting symmetries in Ligotti’s stories. For example, in “Purity”, an earlier story in
Teatro Grottesco, the narrator, reminiscing
about his childhood experiences, crosses back and forth between two troubled
households, each a distorted mirror image of the other, each standing on a
darkening horizontal plane. In “The Clown
Puppet”, the symmetry is vertical. The
owner of the pharmacy where the narrator works lives upstairs, and may have
some special relationship with the clown puppet that visits and torments him:
Later
events more or less proved that Mr. Vizniak indeed possessed a special
knowledge and that there existed, in fact, a peculiar sympathy between the old
man and myself.
Why do
the strings which control the puppet’s movements vanish upward in a nebulous,
impenetrable cloud? Who is pulling the
strings? Is the puppet some kind of
messenger angel? Is the “man upstairs” a
representation of Ligotti’s perception of God?
In a literal sense, probably not; later in the story Mr. Vizniak suffers
an obscure fate, as the story returns to an earlier setting much obsessed
about: a curtained backroom where potentially fatal medicines are stored. The climactic scene is oddly reminiscent of the
one in The Wizard of Oz (1939), when Dorothy and Toto discover the supposedly
god-like Oz cowering behind another curtain, no longer perceived as all
powerful or in control—a mere human haplessly trying to control his own
machinery of illusion.
The narrator’s
epiphany, precipitated by the clown’s periodic visits and his employer’s mysterious
demise, is the insight that his outrageously nonsensical experience is also a
universal one. He also realizes that
just like his boss he will eventually come to know who or what is pulling the
strings—a revelation more to be dreaded than hoped for. “The Clown Puppet” is one of Ligotti’s more
metaphysical, even religious pieces, as close to a theological statement as he
gets.